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2003
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
[Shell Shocked in the Western World]
I heard about the 'travel return blues', but I never did expect to have one. 2 weeks in Holland and everything was cool.... until last Sunday. It hit me real hard. I realised, or should I say, I felt that I cant live the way I use to live. I knew this before as a mental idea, and then the emotional one hit me. In a way I dont know how to live my 'life' here any more in this western world. To say I am confused is an understatement. "What the F*** am I doing here?" is a question that keeps running in my mind.....
Because I dont have a day job, I plucked up the courage to do something I thought was impossible for me. I sat with my guitar at the train station and busked! Sure it was only for 30min until the train staff told me to bugger off (private property) but I did earn some money. OK, it was just enough for a cup of coffee...but the fact that 2 people tipped me is rather a novel idea- I am not sure if it was out of self pity for my attempt at singing or because they felt 'pleased'... But it doesnt matter, I enjoyed it and its the second time in 2.5 years that I actually earnt some cash...
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